Ok so I admit it. I'm a bad blogger. I am totally lazy and lack the discipline to keep a blog going. Yet some how here it is. I haven't taken any pictures in the last few days. We have been busy. Hubby is home for a few days so we have been just chillin' or out buying stuff either for his truck or for our vacation. I'm going to wait until at least valentines day weekend!! I am going to do my best for the next 3 weeks to NOT STRAY away from my eating. Also to do a min of 30 mins on the treadmill everyday. Starting monday of course....
bad blogger
Labels: a picture a day , family , weight , weight loss
Marriage and babies...
There is nothing I want more at this time in my life than to get married and have another baby... BUT I can't do that on my own. My boyfriend, of 9 years, has a phobia I think. Every once in awhile I get my hopes up and then get depressed. So I just don't care anymore.
Labels: dissapointment , life
A photo a day...Jan 26 2010
Labels: a picture a day , dog , flowers , skating
My Bags....
Labels: bag , crochet , free pattern
You're not alone.....
Labels: music , Shiloh , You're not alone
I have to share
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Labels: Funny emails , slapchop
creative block, etc
what are friends for....
We were sitting here watching tv when the phone rings. It was about 9 pm. It was a mom of a child I babysit (a friend). Her 2 year old daughter swollowed a pill that she thought her roommate(a 34 year old handicapped woman) had taken. She asked if I could go to her place and sit with the roommate while she took her daughter to the hospital. So its now midnight and I've been home for about 20 minutes. I'm exhausted. Want to cry. Have a headache. But happy that my little Paytyn is ok. All I can think about is what would I do if I live where she does. 20 mins out of town. No family near by. OH WAIT! I do! My closes family is 5 hours away. My 'friends' are pretty much no existant or live 5-9 hours away. What the hell would I do if I had more than one kid and had to take one to the hospital in the middle of the night and Doug was away. What would I do if I had to go to the hospital. My son is only 5. He can't stay home alone.
Labels: friends
what a day
Labels: alone time , cuddlebeez scraps , digiscrap
I'm a bad mom...
So on to the next layout which will be made with the kit Whispers of Love. Also can be purchased at Bouquet of Pixels. Click here to go directly to the kit.
Labels: bad mom , bouquet of pixels , digiscrap , forgotten children
My very first layout for Cuddlebeez
Labels: cuddlebeez scraps , digiscrap , love
IS SUPER EXCITED!
Labels: cuddlebeez scraps , digiscrap , excitement
a new diet
With 34 days left until we go on vacation I'm going to start a new diet. I weighed in this morning at 196lbs. YIKES. Its very heartbreaking. I HATE IT! So this new diet is used at hospitals to help people lose weight very quick so they can have surgery. I'm going to try until we go on vacation. They say in the first week you can lose 7-10lbs. If I can lose 15-20 in the next 5 weeks I'd be happy. Then while on vacation and while home I'll just work to keep it off. I'm desperate at this point and will try almost anything expect starving myself. So here is the diet. Give it a shot if you want its kinda nasty but it does work!
Day 1 | Day 2 | Day 3 |
BREAKFAST Black Coffee or Tea 1/2 Grapefruit or Juice 1 Slice of Dry Toast 1 Tbsp. of Peanut Butter | BREAKFAST Black Coffee or Tea 1 Egg 1 Slice of Dry Toast 1/2 Banana | BREAKFAST Black Coffee or Tea 5 Saltine Crackers 1 Oz. of Cheddar Cheese 1 Small Apple |
LUNCH Black Coffee or Tea 1/2 Cup of Tuna 1 Slice of Dry Toast or 1 Oz. of Cheddar Cheese | LUNCH Black Coffee or Tea 1 Cup of Cottage Cheese or 1/2 Cup of Tuna 5 Saltine Crackers | LUNCH Black Coffee or Tea 1 Hard-Boiled Egg 1 Slice of Dry Toast |
DINNER 3 Oz. any Lean Meat 1 Cup String Beans 1 Cup Carrots or Beets 1 Small Apple 1 Cup Vanilla Ice Cream | DINNER 2 Beef Franks 1 Cup Cabbage or Broccoli 1/2 Cup Carrots or Turnip Greens 1/2 Banana 1/2 Cup Vanilla Ice Cream | DINNER 1 Cup Tuna 1 Cup Beans or Cauliflower 1 Cup Carrots or Beets 1 Cup Melon 1/2 Cup Vanilla Ice Cream |
Labels: 3-day diet , desperate , diet , weight , weight loss
Lovin' digiscrap
In love. I've been playing around with alot of the freebies that I've downloaded. This is another page I came up with for my sons 5th Birthday that happened recently. I think I'm going to be super addicted to this. I'm loving everything I've done so far. Which is odd cause I've kinda gone through a bit of a not artistic week. Hit the wall. Very tired lately though so that could have something to do with it. Even at this moment I'm think about laying down on the couch for half an hour. And let the kids play. I'm a bad babysitter.....
Labels: digiscrap
feeling sad
I'm sitting here this morning very cranky. All I want to do is to crawl into bed and sleep. I realized that the only time I'm happy these days is when I'm alone! Which is not very often. It makes me cry to come to that realization. I don't want my child in my face 24/7. I can't handle it anymore. I never get a break from him(or the children I babysit) When he's at school I have a housefull. Once in the last 5 years I have been able to stay home ALONE with nobody to bug me. Its very hard to deal with. No family to help out. No wonder I'm tired all the time. By the time I get Austin in bed, asleep, and I get to relax and get some alone time, its 10 pm. Then I watch a show or two and then its midnight. Then I have to get ready for bed and acutally go to sleep...12:30-1.....Then up at 7.....6-7hours of sleep is NOT enough. No wonder I can't loose weight. I'm stressed, exhausted, and depresssed.
Labels: depression , exhausted , stress , weight
My introduction to digiscrap.....
Does anyone read my blog???
I'm starting to feel rather alone here. No comments, no nothing. Not sure if anyone is even reading this. what to do.....what to do.....
Labels: anyone there? , does anyone read?
Tempt My Tummy Tuesday's.....Play Dough
Labels: play dough , Tempt My Tummy Tuesday
I've come to the conclusion...
I've come to the conclusion that I have no friends. Ok, so thats a lie. I have friends. Just the ones I want to hang out with live minimum 5 hours away. How the hell am I supposed to be happy and do things when I have nobody to do them with. My one friend that lives close has no drivers license, two kids, and a husband. So, its pretty boring doing stuff when I the one that always hasto drive. I don't have "the girls" to go have a drink with. I don't have anyone I can call up and say "hey, wanna go to a movie tonight"
Labels: I've come to the conclusion , life , me
I hate shoes....
Labels: books , feet , nora roberts , podiatrist , reading , shoes
Tempt My Tummy Tuesday's.....Skor Bar
Labels: skor bar , Tempt My Tummy Tuesday
my new hair....
This is me. With my new hair do. Its not styled very well here. I've had it better.
Labels: imaginary friends , imagination , kids